Wednesday of the First Week
One of my first thoughts after reading today’s First Reading was, “I wish I had my own personal Jonah.” Maybe not someone walking through my town calling out my sins and announcing impending destruction, but someone to call me back to myself, call me back to the person I want to be – loving, compassionate, forgiving – when I go astray. It also struck me that Jonah only walked one day through the city out of the 40 days before destruction, and the King and people of Nineveh immediately repented. If it was me, I think it would have taken a bit longer. Sometimes I think we cling to our sinfulness and brokenness to the very last minute. Although hurtful to ourselves and others, our vices and weaknesses are familiar and change can be difficult, even knowing it is necessary and needed.
Then, when I read Jesus’ words in the Gospel, I felt reassured that we do have someone calling us back. Jonah may have been a sign to the Ninevites, but we have a God who loves us, Jesus who dwelt among us, and the Spirit to strengthen and guide us. Jesus lovingly and persistently calls us back into right relationship with God and others through our personal prayer, celebrating the Sacraments, and through Scripture. Jesus is a powerful witness and sign of God’s deep and unconditional love for us and models how we should extend love to those around us. We need only to be open enough to listen and willing to respond like the way the Ninevites did with Jonah.
And as I reflect back on my initial thought of “wanting my own personal Jonah,” I think of the people in my life that inspire me to live my faith more deeply. People who know my heart and who can call me back when they notice I am starting to wander away from God and go astray. This Lent can be a time for metanoia, a turning back to God. With the beauty and richness of Scripture, the Sacraments, and a community of faith, we can turn back to God as long as we open our hearts, listen, and respond.
Let us pray the words of today’s Responsorial Psalm: Have mercy on me, O God, in Your goodness. A clean heart create for me, O God, and a steadfast spirit renew within me. A heart contrite and humbled, O God, You will not spurn. Amen.
Anna Lester, ’98, Assistant Director of Edmundite Campus Ministry
Psalm 51:3-4, 12-13, 18-19
Gospel: Luke 11:29-32
Daily Scripture readings can be found online at the USCCB website
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